Maybe I’m just afraid to face reality. Something, or someone, that I’ve hidden and stored deep within myself, that I’ve buried away, even from my own consciousness. From the very dirt and dust of this Earth I was molded and created, breathed into Life by The Maker. And I have severed myself from Life, only to find myself as dust, and as dirt, that I was once created from.

Kickback was chill.

Went overboard, but still fun.

Let’s get this break started, Summer Break 2012!

Still feeling terrible

You goon. Haha I miss you man.. When did I meet you, in 4th grade? Reminiscin’ all those times you, gene, daejin, and me went yolo at the old Hanaim church building. Haha, and playing baseball and tag at your house at that field, the time you invited gene and me to your birthday party in 6th grade, and the times when we came over to play some PS2 a long time ago. You were really like my brother. Looking back now, I guess I kind of did look up to you in a way. I didn’t have much friends at school, so you were the person to hit up and hangout with, and I don’t know about you, but I always ended up having a good time. Maybe it was because I was small, I just wanted to be around you for protection. Or maybe it was just because I liked being around a friend like you. I can’t believe i’m not gonna be seeing you for the next 7 years.. It hits home when I think about all the times we had Imm. The times you beat me up to the times where you yelled at me ‘cause I didn’t play too good in basketball. The times where we hungout at the mall to the times where we all hungout as a youth group. I don’t know why, but it brings me to tears when I think about you. Maybe it’s because you were my true friend. The first friend I made when I moved to New Jersey.. And the last one i’ll be leaving. I’ll be waiting ‘till the day we meet up again. I Love and miss you Imm.
Hope you’ll be reading this sometime soon.

-Min

I can’t see the refrain